I try to understand, try to put myself in your shoes, however, no matter how hard I try to understand or put myself in your shoes, I cannot convince myself that I am happy. Maybe when life turns itself into a hectic point, people become more concerned about the life that they are having and less connected to the people they consider important.

I know it is a battle that I have to fight alone, like always. That moment, the moment you said that sometimes I do not have to fight alone, my heart bled. I have been waiting for so long to hear such words, words that make one feel free of burden, full of joy. But they were just words. The fight is personal, and the only people who truly care about this fight, you are not a member of.

Sometimes I wonder, where did life lose its color…